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People look at me and the first thing they will always say is why are you always so happy. I just smile and walk away. I guess I can’t look sad in public just never works. I go day after day lying to myself to make myself people happy. one smile can make someone’s frown turn upside down. I guess im used to this already but idk how long i can last till i explode. i hold my tears ever moment in time to make sure i wont have to tell anyone whats going on. if someone knew me well enough they would no not to hurt me and whats really important. but all i get is the lectures and shit people throw at me. call me an easy target will you. I try to say strong but i know somethings wrong with me. Try to keep me locked up, but one day you will see i had to get out. annoy me with what you have to say but honestly look at me when was i ever really me i guess u never noticed cause i was never there.